Monday 8th May 2006

I've just returned from a trip to the Lake District. Beautiful scenery and the food is to die for.

ANyway I resolved myself to losing weight this week. I've never felt so fat in all my life (even though I've been heavier).

I think a huge part of my failure thus far with all my diets is, I trully don't believe I could ever be much smaller than the size I am. I think it's a barrier to my discipline.

I've just contacted my Cambridge Counsellor so will see her tonight.

Much love everyone who reads this.