It's been 1 year since I last posted ... shame on me.

It's not been a good year ......

Heart break and subsequent weight gain to boot. I'm now 21St 8Ibs (who said weight loss was easy?)

Anyway I'm on the merry-go-round again!

My first goal is to get back to 16Stones (101 kilograms)

I feel very ugly, very unattractive.

Here we go again.