Who AM I Trying to FOOL??!!!!!

Monday 24th April 2006

I went to Boots to weigh myself today, the first time in ages. I'm 19st 8Ibs.

As a result I spent £61 on perfume.

I'm so stressed at the moment, I wish I could go into it all but I can't at the moment. I am disgusted with myself, so very disgusted. I knew I put on weight, but I didn't realise how much.

I burst into a fit of uncontrollable tears after watching Run For Glory on BBC1 this evening.

I've stopped now, but I'm so stressed when I should be feeling happy.

Cheers and thanks for listening.

xxxxxx

Friday 21st April - Queen's birthday.

Where has all the time gone!

It's been a while since I last posted something and that's because I've been supremely busy. I'll start posting properly tomorrow.

My car is completely knackered - I can't drive it so I have had to take out a loan to buy a new one - not good, but I have no choice.

I've had computer viruses, I've been dealing with. I'm no computer buff, so it took me a while.

I've had lots of job interviews, with more to come.

I hope you are all still reading?

Back tomorrow!

Much Love.

Monday 10th April,

It's been a busy week and no I haven't been sticking to things, I have been assessing the plan ahead in the recesses of my mind though.

My back aches. Think I may have pulled a muscle, or possibly it's my body telling me it's time to start losing weight.

I've been drinking lots of water. I've also made a conscious decision to walk a whole lot more, which I did successfully last week. Unfortunately I'm at a conference all week so will not be able to post daily updates etc.

Hopefully I'll be back on track very very soon. I'll also post my weight.

Love all.

xx

Just had my first shake of the day and found it to taste awful. I quickly washed it down with some water. I'm feeling cold now though.

Here's to losing weight.